What is life REALLY all about?

Ok so there are 1000000000 blogs out there, why this one?  Good question.  I'm really not sure why you clicked here!
Let me tell you a bit about myself.  I've taken the road less traveled, its lead some really awesome places!  It has also lead me to some really horrific endings.  I decided after a life changing event, I was starting my life over at 30.  
I decided my goal was to compete in bikini.  Yes, work my butt off in a gym, to wear basically nothing on stage, and let people judge me.  Most people picture the cover of Sport Illustrated, the Swimsuit Issue.  However being a bikini competitor is so much more.  Many long hard days in the gym, and many nights of saying "No thank you I cant go to dinner, I have to eat my chicken and brown rice.". 
Long story short, that is where we started this journey, March 29, 2013, my life had two options, either wallow in the past and be upset with the choices I had made, or overcome.  I wont lie, I wallowed for a while, but then decided, this is a second chance...get going girl!!!

Is this what you write in a first post?  Who knows...but stay tuned, there will be more!